I think back about the time I've been with Saedi and it's been great. I've learned so much about myself and who I want to be because of her. One of the things that sticks out in my mind is how often in life when you aren't looking for something is when you find it. The first night we met, I wasn't looking to meet anyone in fact, I had broken up with someone cause I was pining for an ex. Though I figured out that wasn't gonna work out I was like "Ok, im good with the single life." Then there she was ...the prettiest neko I'd ever seen tp'ed into my house and I was struck at first by her looks, then her alluring personality and wonderful sense of humor and whimsy. Some how I resisted her for a while: though my body was aching, I didn't want to make mistakes I had in the past.
As we slowly got to know each other I think we both knew where it was heading. We had captured each others minds and heart. We missed and craved each other when we weren't together and happy and giddy like school kids when we where together. I found in her things I hadn't found in anyone else in SL. She made me feel ok with myself. She accepted me with all my flaws and I accepted her for who she was and who she is.
Real life saw us part ways for 3 months. It was one of the hardest moments I've ever had when I had to tell her. I told her I was leaving and I could feel her heart break. I felt my own break that day. For many days after, I hurt. I had to push it away. I couldn't think of the happiness and the plans and everything that was us. I was so sorry for what I did and to this day it still lingers in my mind and heart .
Today, we are back together and we are stronger then ever. On Feb 13th I asked her to marry me and she said yes. On April 11th we will become us forever.
I couldn't be happier
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